Natural Intelligence
I
was very taken with this session. I had never thought about nature's
intelligence of the senses before, and found that in the outdoor
process for this section, that I really did percieve nature in a new
way when I thought about the immense complexity, harmony, and mind of
wild nature.
I
went cross country skiing with Fritz by the Snake River levy, which
goes on for a few miles, flat, open, and great for skiing and dogs. The
day was sunny and brilliant, with what I call "stars" on the snow when
the light hits it. As I first stepped out of my car, I felt the icy
cold morning air on my left cheek, and thought, "Cold. What
intelligence does this sensation have?" I thought about how cold is an
intelligence guiding me to seek a healthy regulation of my body
temperature. With a bit of a start, I realized that If not for the
sense of cold, I could easily die in this climate! We skiied on for a
couple of miles, and then skiied off the path to a grove of cottonwood
trees, whom I asked consent from to be there with them. I felt them
welcome me with the open arms of their bare, gray branches. Again, as
in the activity last week, I felt the personhood of each tree, then
each bush, then each blade of dried out last-year's grass poking up
from the snow. I saw a rock near my foot, and sensed its personhood,
too. It was a wonderful connecting feeling.
I
looked for my attractions, and found many. "Water," I said to myself.
The sound of the river
was such an attraction. I thought about the
intelligence of that attraction, and realized that the sound of water
is the sound of life. The sound signifies where food and drink are to
be found, and a good place to camp. I realized that no settlement in
early times happened where there was no access to water. The sound of
running water means life. Up here, if you get lost, you can follow ANY
stream downhill and come to houses and safety, and so the sound of
water again is an intelligence that speaks to life and safety.
I
was attracted to pools of green water in the river, and realized that
my attraction to green, in that case, signified deep water. Deep river
water means a place to swim, and a place to fish. My attraction to it
was another nature of love intelligence signifying food, health, and enjoyment.
I
felt the sun on my face, and sensed the intelligence that calls to
plants, offering them life and abundant growth. The sun tells them
which way to turn, where to sprout, and how fast they can grow. To me,
the sun calls out "warmth" and if it is too warm, I know to move away
from the sun.
In
the cottonwood grove, I felt the sense of peace and beauty, and
realized that this, too, is an intelligence calling to me to feed the
"inner" me. I believe there is great healing power in peace and beauty,
and that the look and feel of it sustain me for hours, days. Realizing
the awesome power of this healing intelligence that is so completely
overlooked and dismissed in our culture was a "felt" moment of insight
for me.
Seeing
all these intelligences was like hearing a completely different nature friend
language in nature. I found a new respect and awe blossom inside of me
when I acknowledged this deep, unspeakable intelligence.
Last
year I sat on a hill overlooking the river as dawn approached in the
eastern sky. The river at that place moved very slowly, and all of the
animals that appeared to me on the banks that morning as the light
arose also moved so slowly and so precisely. An eagle floated in lazy,
almost still circles. The circular ripples on the river from surfacing
trout moved outward almost in slow motion. A young beaver swam past me
with the all the energy of a cap napping in the sun. Moose moved
through the shallows, lifting one foot, placing it down, then lifting
the other and placing it again. I remember then having a startling
awareness of the pace of nature, and how different it was from my own
hurried world at home. I thought, what would my life look like if I
lived it at THIS pace? There was an intelligence in the motion, and how
fast that motion occurred. The movement of the morning seemed to
reflect the pace necessary for peace, contentment, and health. I was
keenly aware of that intelligence, and it seemed to me that every
creature on the river was aware of it, too, and respectul of it.
I
thanked the cottonwood grove for allowing me to visit with it and for
sharing its wisdom. One way I am going to show my personal appreciation
as a nature lover is that I have promised myself to begin carrying
small
squares of cloth in my jeans, and some bits of string, and some bird
seeds. When I have participated in a nature activity, I am going to say
a visable "thank you" by tying a colorful prayer tie filled with seeds,
and hang in on a tree, branch, or bush. Maybe my gift will feed a
hungry bird or squirrel along the way.
I
felt that the most important things I learned about nature in this section
were that nature senses are indeed intelligent. That without these
intelligences, all life would simply perish, and that these
intelligences are the same ones within me that I can use to guide my
daily life and relationships. I have been working very dilegently to
apply all these learnings to my personhood relationships and the process
has been both tumultuous and enlightening.
This
activity certainly redefined my perceptions and beliefs about how the
world thinks and works. What I will put into my new room in my mentality (Its getting
crowded...!) is a deeply felt sense of awareness of the awesome
intelligence of the webstrings. As I said, this section of reading and
doing seemed to affect me in a very deep way.
Unity with Nature
This
week's chapter comes at a critical time for me, with all my activities
in and around and with Nature! During the earlier activity I
walked near my office on a "hiking" path that my community
created. Speaking "unity" out loud with each step gave me a
feeling of great strength and connectedness. I imagined my
words were carried away with the high winds and appreciated by nature
far and away from that place. This did not feel much different
from earlier walks on this path...except that yesterday was VERY
windy...with winds as high as 60 mph. It seemed to me that my
whispers of "unity" were carried high into the trees....and I felt
connected to the high points of the trees, whereas I normally feel
connected to the lower branches and the core of the tree.
My
mind also took me to the people in the community who have worked hard
at creating this path. Thoughts of community and oneness of mind
and purpose came to my thoughts. I felt happy and
excited.........and thrilled to feel the high energy of nature in the
present moment.
What if
these experiences triggered unifying senses, feelings, and acts similar
to those of the deer hunters and the fawn? What if.....what a
question!
I
have many thoughts about how the world would be different if people
were able to reconnect with nature............. what a beautiful world
it would be if people loved nature as much as they "love" their "stuff"
....and were able to share their "stuff" with those who are most in
need.
My qualities
that I identified were: strength and tenderness, elegance and grace,
beauty and generosity, and unconditional love. I do also sense
these qualities in the world around me... although sometimes they are
hard to "see." If I lost the ability to have the related feelings
I would feel very empty and unimportant without a purpose. My
self-worth feels cared for and comforted....and definately increased by
this week's activity.
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